Well those numbers are right only if you spent 40k/week every single week... Hope you didn't.

But yeah - I wouldn't count it as a loss neither. You have been in the game like forever. Besides it's kinda cool to be able to scout several full drafts thoroughly. Sad that it would still be hard to break even with today's prices.
BBB: 2 (S37 S38); Top tier: 7 (S35 S36 S37 S38 S39 S41 S63); Cup: 9 (S25 S35 S36 S37 S38 S39 S40 S41 S61)